Day 141: Exploring Touch

The course skin of the square stemmed mint made it easy to uproot from the warm soil.

James could tell from the irregular pattern of the upholstery that the couch was old and had in the presence of cats.

“It’s worse than the felling of pulling off ice cubes frozen to your finger tips.”

The glossy surface of the piano reflected all light, but skin was drawn in.  The old masterpiece felt like cream.

“I hate that remote.”  “Huh?”  “The plastic on the bottom isn’t right.  I feels furry.”

To the unfamiliar friend seemed like velvet: supple, smooth, appealing.  To me she was a lint brush.

The charcoal crunched in my palms as I stirred the cold pieces with the tip of my thumb.  Their black surface more interested in becoming part of me than remaining with its hunk, brushed off like talc.

Christine rubbed the sweat of her forehead back into her dark hair.  She pulled drops from her nose and squeegeed her neck.  One more mile to go.

The metal surface of the old truck didn’t feel like anything, but would in half a moment.  A reflex jerked Javier’s hand away.  “Son of a bitch that’s hot!”

Ben could breathe again.  Cold water from the sink poured over his hand.  His nausea subsided for the first time since 2 am.

The fine desert sand was as difficult to hold as oil.  It drained from his grasp as easily.  It clung to his skin as desperately.

Day 140: Babies, Barbies, and Dress-up Clothes

There is very little reason for me to be tired.  Aside form waking up every 20 minutes feeling like it was a year of sleep and asking my oldest if she needed to go potty, I’ve slept better than I have in a long time.

Having a nearly constantly pregnant wife over the past four and a half years is a little like boiling water.  Heat keeps going in but the temperature stays the same.  Now that we’re done pumping heat into this mess I figure we can cool things off and move onto to the next stage: not killing and eating our young for the next eighteen years.  As clumsy or as inexplicable that metaphor is to you, I still get to go to stage two of family growth.

Lots of folks–nurses mostly–over the last 24 hours asked if we were shooting for a boy. No, we weren’t.  We were just having kids and they all turned out to be girls.  There’s alot of groaning about me having my hands full over the course of stage two, but frankly I don’t know what the hell everyone is worked up about.  Raising four people is the harder part not that they are four girls.  As for the 21st century version of a dowry–paying for a wedding–I seriously doubt that any of these four is going to look Daddy in the eye and demand cash for that.  Smitten, yes; in love, sure; made of money, no.

And I just don’t see their social education going that route anyhow.  Entourage of babies, Barbies, and dress up clothes that may argue to the contrary.

Day 139: La Chiripada

This will be more of a diary entry than a creative endeavor.

The anesthesiologist for my wife’s epidural today shared the last name of a man that serves or served on the Philmont Ranch Committee.  It’s neither a common nor obscure last name, but you like to make small talk when a man’s jamming a needle into you wife, so I asked.  No relation as far as he know.  But he did share an anecdote about meeting a man with the same name I asked about at a rental car place.  Turned out since they had the same last name they’d tried to get into the same car.  This random guy was a CEO of a company in Illinois.  I look my guy up on the web.  Two pages later I uncover that my guy used to be a CEO of a company in Illinois.  Same guy.

I doubt Facebook can match that kind of serendipity.

On the way in to the hospital I thought about every pregnant woman in a movie or on TV and how it’s always a frantic race.  How nearly each time, some cop is involved to escort them to the hospital as if a woman even needs a hospital.  It was funny to me how the reality of a birth is never what you see on the screen.  From the drive in to the screaming and cursing the husband’s name to the beautiful pink child it’s not how it is.  Not even close.

Our Doc got pulled over by the police for speeding on her way back.  He let her off.